I met this guy.
Well actually I RE-met him. I haven't seen him for many years but when he stepped on the scene last night all the sudden it just hit me (hit both of us, I think,) that this was "IT". This may seem sudden, I know, but talk about the culmination of years of prayers and hopes and dreams! ...And I couldn't believe it had actually HAPPENED. That this amazing person was even giving me the time of day. There was this feeling of deep, complete joy in my heart that is almost hard to put into words. And I felt so at peace, as I was with him, and it felt as natural as breathing to laugh and joke and talk and talk and talk.
And then I woke up. And it had all been a dream.
...That was kinda' cruel of my dream. I think I might boycott dreaming for a while.